Dear Diary (Week 6),

I'm at a loss. I don't know how to feel, act or what to think anymore. Men constantly judge me for the way I am and for my opinions. I'm misunderstood. It really sucks but I learned to just keep on being myself because I'm always going to be in the "wrong" anyways.

I've been "accused" of being a feminist, too emotional and even bipolar, by men who barely know me. I don't really care what others think of me but I don't find it fair that men who don't really know me judge me. It's also discouraging because if guys keep on judging me to be all the wrong things I'm not, how am I ever going to find someone?

I recognize that I have vices but I'm working on improving myself as a person. I'm indeed a very emotional person, sometimes too emotional. But I'm working hard on managing my emotions. Besides, on many occasions when I get accused of being too emotional, I'm actually not. I'll call a guy out when he offends me. That's not a good reason to call me too emotional.

I truly feel that my personality is what's mainly keeping me from meeting a great guy. I know I'm a nice person but maybe I give off a different impression. It seems that men find me to be too opinionated, intense, straightforward, etc. Basically, I'm judged for being too much me.

Love,
Faigy